I just finished reading Donald Capone's extraordinary book Just Follow Me – that describes what it was like in New York City in the days before John Lennon was shot. I remembered that night like it was yesterday. By reading this book, I experienced it all over again in the story of a teenage girl who goes to New York City to meet John Lennon for a very important reason.
Unfortunately, she goes to see him in December 1980, and we all know what happens because, just like the assassinations of JFK, RFK, and Dr. King, everyone remembers where they were when those killings took place, so the book brought back my own memories since I was a college student at the time just like the main character Angela Girardi.
Angela is in the dorm in the college in Loch Sheldrake, New York, coming to the end of the fall semester. This is when she learns that her mother has committed suicide. Angela is devastated, of course, but she is also in despair because her tuition needs to be paid for the next semester, and on top of that her mother left a sealed suicide note addressed to John Lennon.
A Journey with a Purpose
Despite upcoming final exams, Angela enlists her friend Tommy to take the bus trip to New York City to meet John and give him her mother's letter. Angela's mother Jessica loved the Beatles and John especially, and Angela became a fan because she had been listening to the music all of her life. The purpose of her journey is to do one last thing for her mother. If she could not help her during her life, at least she can do this for after her death.
Her Mother's Troubled Life
The story employs flashbacks to Jessica's time as a teenager, and we learn how she had a troubled life. After the high school prom at the Concord Hotel, Jessica sleeps with numerous boys and thinks it is okay because her period is due. When she learns that she is pregnant with Angela, she has no idea who is her child's father.
Capone also uses flash forwards where we see Angela in the present (2005) writing in her journal about what she did back in 1980. This provides the reader with a welcome news that Angela survives and moves forward with her life, but it is not until the very end when we learn specifics of her situation in the future.
Mark David Chapman
There are also flash-sideways to the creepy character Holden – a name he tells Tommy and Angela because Mark David Chapman is always reading Catcher in the Rye – who is a weird fellow staying across the hall in the same YMCA. In these sections we see Chapman preparing to meet John and get his autograph. As the story unfolds, we also see him slowly unravel and justify his reasons for wanting to kill John.
Waiting to Meet John
Once they get to the city, Tommy and Angela start hanging out at the Dakota Building where John lives with his wife Yoko Ono and their young son Sean. They get to know a photographer named Paul and the Lennonites Jude and Jerry. They all hang out on the corner or on a bench across the street by Central Park hoping for their chance to meet John.
They talk about things we all used to talk about before John was killed. What is the Beatles' greatest love song? "Which Beatle has the best songs and albums since they broke up?" And the big one we all used to debate – will the Beatles ever get back together again? It is all good natured, enjoyable, and very relatable to anyone who lived at that time, but it will also be interesting to anyone who likes the Beatles no matter how old or young they are.
For Angela, none of this is just fun and games. While she good naturedly interacts with the others, this is a serious matter for her. It is not just about meeting him as a fan like they want to do – the mission to get her mother's suicide note into John's hands is her top priority.
Like seeing the movie Titanic, it is not that we do not know how this story ends, but it is how we get there that is the magic. Capone weaves some of the songs into titles of the chapters, making the music omnipresent in the story. He artfully flashes back and forward to insert key information that adds to the experience. His characters are fully realized, and Angela is a revelation as a young woman who is uncertain of where she is going but knows exactly what she has to do right now no matter what.
Attention to Detail
While this is a work of fiction, I fully believed that this story was happening. As a New Yorker, I appreciated Capone's attention to detail about the streets of New York City, especially the gritty and sometimes ugly stuff I remember from back in 1980.
With final exams pressuring Tommy to go back home, Angela knows that she is running out of time to meet John. Will she be able to meet him and give her mother's note to John? Should she go home and take her final exams and then come back with Tommy afterwards? I kept turning the pages because I wanted to know what was going to happen, and I believe you will be doing so as well.
The Verdict
This is one of the most emotionally moving books I have read in a long time. It brings back memories of that time however bittersweet, and it also tells the very relatable story about a girl who has to do one last thing for her mother before she can move on with her life.
I highly recommend Just Follow Me whether you are a Beatle fan or not. It will bring back memories for those of us who lived through that dark December, and for those who did not it will give you an excellent idea of what is was like to be in New York City in the days before the night John Lennon died. Either way, I promise you that it is story that you will never forget.